1. |
i don't care
01:05
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i don't care
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2. |
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you're getting better
i'm feeling your shame
whose face is wetter?
we're dancing all the same
wake up in the morning
we both dreamt of rain
the silence surrounds me
you gave me my name
i'm leaving this hospital
can't focus, won't place blame
can't focus, won't place blame
can't focus, won't place blame
can't focus, won't place blame
can't focus, won't place blame
can't focus, won't place blame
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3. |
outtake 1
02:32
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i found a tape i hit rewind
unsure of why i noticed the way the j-card was designed
i want to know did i ever cross your mind?
do i ever cross your mind?
this love was good but it wasn't mine
i never crossed your mind
i never crossed your mind
if am the melody
and you are the poetry
than who wrote this song?
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4. |
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i feel gross
and overall just funny
this summer i made some money
can i use that to feel better?
i made french toast
the eggs they turned out sunny
mix my sugar with my honey
do whatever i think i want to
i feel gross
and i don't want to get better
wrap myself up in this sweater
do whatever the fuck i want to
do whatever the fuck i want to
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5. |
voice mail
00:28
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don't hang up
don't hang up
don't don't
hey there what's up how you doin
seth, mike, and jason here
we can't get to the phone right now but if you leave your name, leave your number, and a message we'd like to get back to you, check ya out later, that's right
yeooow
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6. |
bedroom pop
01:33
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i just wanna be alex g
i just wanna be emily
i just wanna be spencer (be yourself)
bad vibes forever (be yourself)
i just wanna be me
i just wanna be me
i just wanna be me
i just wanna be me
i just wanna be me
i just wanna be me
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7. |
overall(s)
01:14
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when i'm wearing my jorts i feel so free
my thighs peaking out for my mom and dad to see
there is only one opinion that means anything to me
i'm in love with myself and everyone i can see
i'm in love with myself and everyone i can see
i'm in love with myself and everyone i can see
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8. |
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oh my god
i know who you are
there's no use dreaming about the stars
you will go so far
away from home, still in your car
all of your friends they dreamed they would hate you
all of your family swears that it's not true, they're being dramatic
these problems are not new
just load up the next song into the queue
if this was a love song this would be
the part where you and i would see
that the dumbest fucking rhymes
could bring you back to me
but i am fine being lonely
yes i am fine being lonely
no one can hurt me now
no one can hurt me now
my mom is fine she lives somehow
no one can hurt me now
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9. |
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you sent me tiny letters
to tell me what you see
across from your hospital bed
watching daytime tv
i read these tiny letters
trying my hardest to see
across from your hospital bed
you are better than me
"if you think that this is killing me
you should see when my body
is crushed by debris
this ain't killing me"
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10. |
kathy is a friend
01:52
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hahahaha
what was that that you just said
i am sorry that you're dead
i made a wish it wasn't in my head
i probably shouldn't have done that
i think i miss you more than you miss your cat
i can't believe you fell for that
i can't believe in anything after that
"well what do you know about love?"
he said to whoever he's above
"i think i know a lot" they said
and that was that they both went back to bed
"well what do you know about love?"
he said it to whoever he's above
"i think i know a lot" they said
and that was that they both went back to bed
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11. |
a few months more
01:38
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i wanna be alone right now and forever
maybe i'm broken or it might be the weather
i've been so tired lately not like this when we're together
i know this is not me i will get better
i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying so hard to be more like you
i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying so hard to be much more true
i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying so hard to be more like you
i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying i'm trying so hard to be much more true
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12. |
okaycool 2
01:18
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just because i am sane
doesn't mean that i don't want to share your pain
just because i am sure
doesn't mean that my heart isn't beating anymore
what am i supposed to say to you
hello's not enough when i miss you
i listened to the microphones today
if phil can do this i will be okay
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13. |
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this is where i loved you for the first time and the last
and that is where i loved you for the second time
i hate it when people say that "love is like a cancer"
because my mother has a cancer and it doesn't feel like love
that's okay i promise you will feel better in a while
"come back home i miss your silly smiles"
i'll come home when i am ready i'll talk to you when things feel steady
but for now you'll have to learn to live in silence like i did
i'll come home when i am ready i'll talk to you when things feel steady
but for now you'll have to learn to live in silence like i did
and this one is kind of similar to all the others that i've written
since i met you since since i wasn't just another
it was pretty warm today what will it be tomorrow
will it fill up the whole atmosphere with love for me to borrow
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14. |
underneath the pillows
02:12
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i heard you scream
everyone you know is starting to settle down
a tainted bloodstream
i just want to hear about this life you've found
you told me last night in your dream
i made you a promise i would hang around
i didn't know what awful was til you skipped town
i didn't know what awful was til you skipped town
i could've sworn as you rose
your obituary was written in prose
i'd never seen your father cry
i don't see him anymore i wonder why
how could i tell your mother that
the second that i left was when they called me back
if i had to
come home i would need you
i ask myself if i killed you
if i could think about it i wouldn't want to
if i had to kill you
i guess i would but i wouldn't want to
if i had to kill you
i guess i would but i wouldn't want to
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15. |
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how it feels to kiss trees
i can't write these pretty songs especially about you
but that don't mean that i won't try to wrap my arms around
you took my heart out of my chest and you threw it on the ground
and you said this is me and this is you and this is where i found
you pressed your hands against my body and held on until i passed
i dreamt of what i could become i dreamt those dreams to last
you laughed at me and said "no one comes here anymore"
that's because we've just begun we've just opened the door
when i see you tomorrow i'll smile and you'll say
"i don't know what has happened but i hope things are okay"
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16. |
okaycool 1
01:03
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honestly, i hate every single thing i write (jordan, never apologize)
i'm sorry i played them for you (there's no need to worry like that)
i'm sorry you listened for night after night (your songs are pretty in their own right)
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